S for Stella

lols, suddenly i feel like changing back to the frigging hatredundefined.bs.com lehhhs.
more hits sia ._____."
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh,;x should i change? :O
ok, i think i should .:D
hehhs.i shall keep this blog incase blogger goes crazy larh.
haha.
so
go back to Hatredundefine-d.blogspot.com :D

ps arh, relink me horh ;x

NAHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!.=x

I have been doing this everyday,without fail. :D
SEEEE , i am a PIG!
pro in green . haha, just joking  ! :D
o so yesterday .
i went out with jenny :D
ouhhh yesh, i finally went out with jenny . HAHAHAHAHAHAHA*
went to yewtee point , cos she nvr go before.
we went to buy drinks, went into a stationery shop and i bought a bear notebook and three rubber bands. black, purple and light maroooon . went to drink italian soda. i had strawberry & passion fruit and jenny had mango and lemon . :O shall post a picture later on . went into some perfume shop and wow , i saw rock me by anna sui asked how much is it and it's like 50+ for 30ml. :P shall buy it when i have the money . saw manymany other perfumes.the lady kept on jie shao me other perfumes.___." when i just wanna look for anna sui rock me . i wanna try that and she kept on promoting other cheaper & not so good perfumes. pls lorh, i buy perfume got standard one okay ._." so cheap de perfume, not nice some more. if nice then good larh. :X saw eternity there! <3 had tons of tester strips on my hands . but had to throw all of them away since all i want is rock me .x;
someone buy for me leh ;x *winkwink*
went to ljs , gahhh. my sore throat.;x but i drank a lot of water afterwards :D
so today wooohooo, my throat is not as pain as ytd :D
after that went home . overall it was fun :D cos i was wearing a tank top . HAHAHAHHA! *inside joke*

so today i am going to lot 1 later on . ohhhh christmassssssss. :D
HOHOHOHOHOHO! :D
ksjhdfaklhdlviauehrkm cmnvv, faster come so i can meet my cousins :X

EDITED***

ok so mother lie to me derh ,
she nvr bring me to lot 1
GAH

today is thursday.
mama said that she's gonna bring me to eat shaker fries. :D
but hmm, i still prefer twister fries though.
but whatever, it still fries :D
the new burger looks great ;x but i am assured that there's a lot of fats in it ! :(
stomach's burning all thanks to the self-tanning cream;x
i wonder if it will work...

i woke up today without realizing that both of my plasters are on the floor,ok, this meant that my blisters are naked all night and i noticed patches of blood here and there on my bedsheet . GRRRRRRRRRR.shall wait for mother to find out and then i shall go " Ouh really?" ! HAHAHAHA!
so i ate breakfast, noodles again=="
after that i watched rachel ray. :)
used the com and i bathed after that. now i am going down to seven eleven to get my cookies. (oh well, who cares about the sore throat!) AHAHAHAHA!
tata! :D

i am having a sore throat now . :( it hurts so much whenever i swallow saliva . :(( guess i will have to pop strepsils like some machine . so , okay. i agree that i am now having a bad time since i am always very sensitive when it comes to the later part of the year..but how can i change the habit ? having fun? drinking(not too much of course)? going out ? taking tons of pictures of myself &things? going for a run? hmmm.... i really dont know. oh wait,can this be some Pre-ms thingy? :O ok, i really dont know .

soresoresore.
pain.
ok, is pain really pleasure? <- from pearl.
so yesterday, i used the com, ate breakfast,okay, all those usual stuff.
at around 5, went for a run. supposed to be with wendy and pearl . but somehow when i reached, i had to wait for like almost an hour.
T.T
oh well, i guess not having a mobile with you is such a troublesome matter._.
so i waited for pearl .
started to get motivated to run . so i ran and it was boring since there's no music. ran for a while and i sat down.
pearl reached at around 6+? and we started our "Walk-run" . did it along the PCN experience.
chitchatted about what's happening to us and HOHO! we were not distracted by all those "obstacles" . haha! XD
reached rp @ 8+? hahaha, but before that we went to find Coach Francis!!
bought drinks at the vending machine. it's all covered up. :O
went to adm park. ok, we didnt really went in ;O
i want to go in! ARGH! D: but for ytd , we didnt because it's SO DARK! i couldnt see anything except for pearl and the sign board. ;P
walked into the campus and O__________O! aircon~
hurray for aircon, it wasnt as cold as ngee ann's! :DDD
walkwalkwalk-ed and saw people playing DOTA._."
and saw many people sitting down chatting and some were poppin'lockin'street dancing!

went to the toilets but wtfh,before we went in we saw all those white alien chairs which i so wanna take a picture of it (with my model AKA pearl in it )
but too bad we were in m2 tee shirt and people will be shocked cos they will be like thinkin why is there people takin pictures of those stupid white alien chairs so i didnt . ;x

ok so now i am webcaming eith jenny AHHAHAAHAHA!

ok so after that walked more.
then walked back to cwp and pearl lent me money to take the bus home .
thanks pearl!
okok, so now i shall go now .
bathebathe . hothot .

tata.
jogging session :D

yes, i am having a problem right now and i am vexed.
can't he just be less straight with his comments? wtfh. recently, i feel so two-faced. sometimes, i am so quiet but sometimes, i can be so noisy/irritating/random/funny/nonsensical.hello stella, what is happening to you ? what the hell are you doing? why are you like this ? you have almost everything but why are you like this? =="

seriously, i dont know what is happening.
i feel like i am some frog in some stupid well.
i feel like doing something but there's something blocking me .
zzzzzzz, i just feel like killing someone to ease the whole thing.
and that someone can be found oh-so-easily. haha.
feel like laughing when i am not supposed to.
feel like shouting .

some stupid people around me just shouldnt live on this earth larh can?
HAHAHAHAHA, i can so easily point out a few lorh.
and one of it will be me .
i am a COWARD, thanks for saying that.
i know that myself. :)
and you know why?
because all thanks to my stupid brain.
i want to do so many things but my brain say no, later you regret.
and trust me , next year.
if you call me a coward, i will bash.you.up just to relieve my stress. :)
or should i torture you mentally or physically? for more fun, i guess i shall do both . :)

feel so stupid, everyday rot at home.
go work better larh =="
but need to wake up so early.
feel so useless.
fuck it . _!_
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

today i will rot at home watching tv,use com.
how boring is that harh?
i dun want to go out alone leh =="
TMD.